Thursday, October 16, 2008

better in time

To all my amazing friends and family, thank you for your unrelenting and unconditional support. I am so blessed to have all of you in my life! Thank you for your help through all of this. It does hurt and I am mad, but the words in this song are just speaking to me right now!




It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

15 comments:

Annie said...

Oh, Julie, I am so sorry......

Megan said...

Stay strong...you will make it through this! Your babies are beautiful, they are all you need!

Sonja said...

I am so sorry to hear this. Julie, are an inspiration to me and have helped me & my husband out so much. It breaks my heart that this is happening to you. I wish I could do something for you right now, if nothing more than give you a hug. I just want you to know that I am thinking about you & the kids. ((HUGS))

Mrs. P said...

((())))

I am so so so sad about this situation. Know that I am praying from all the way across the country.

Love and hugs,
Christa from TC.

Leeann(Haileys mom) said...

Hey Julie,
I know it's been a long time since I have talked to you but I just wanted to send tons of love, and thoughts and prayers your way.

Sara and Dustin said...

thinking of you Julie....

Proud Momma X 3 said...

Your in my thoughts sweetie, stay strong. {{HUGS}}

Nycole said...

Hope everything goes okay, you're in my thoughts

Mandy said...

I am so sorry to hear this. You are an amazing inspiration to me and so many others. Your knowledge and ability to share about CF has inspired us. Thank you for all you do. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.

Mark and Julie said...

Thank you everyone, I really appreciate the support, it means so much to me!

Ginny said...

Julie,
I am wishing you all the best. Hang in there and stay strong. You deserve everything good life has to offer.
Ginny from TC

Algario Triplets + Mom & Dad said...

Hi Julie,
I haven't had time to browse blogs or even go to TC in about 5 or 6 months. I was so saddened to visit your blog and then TC to learn of your news. Please know that I am thinking of you and praying for you. Please post an update soon and let everyone know how you are coping.
Deborah from TC (and love our abc blog)

The Koza's said...

Julie,
You know that I will be here for you whenever you need me. Even if all you want to do is vent. Take care of yourself and NEVER forget that you have 3 amazing beautiful children from all of this.
<3 Katy

CowTown said...

Julie, I was so shocked to read your news, and soooooo sad and bummed out about it!!! I really feel for you. I'm sorry you're having to face all this.

Btw, Cassie is looking like a sweet little lady in those picts below this post. All three are so adorable.

Take Care, and I hope you stick with your non-profit.

Kelly

www.juliestainbrook.com said...

Hey Julie! i feel your pain and know that I am here to talk anytime you need to. You are in my prayers along with your three little sweeties. :)